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Internal Dialogue

Voices.
Inside my head.

They are the incarnations of Intellect & Emotion, Courage & Fear, Generosity & Greed, Humility & Pride, Love & Hatred, Unity & Discord...
More than I can count.

I am them.
They are me.

I am one.
We are separate.

I am who I am.
We are who We are.

We are Chromatogryf.

WE ARE MANY.



Three are dominant a majority of the time.

Blakgryf.
The berserker, the warrior, the executioner.
The incarnation of my rage, my fury, my frustration.
My guilt.

Witegryf.
The jester, the prankster, the knave.
The personification of my sense of humor, my desire to have fun, my inner child.
My innocence.

Silvrgryf.
The moderator, the peacemaker, the judge.
The embodiment of my spirituallity, my faith, my intellect.
My morality.



There are others that speak,
but they are more timid in their arguments.

Crimsngryf.
The comforter, the healer, the consoler.
The representation of my affection, my generosity, my unity.
My love.

Vrmillgryf.
The blissful, the overjoyed, the gleeful.
The personification of my joy, my ecstasy, my cheer.
My happiness.

Vertegryf.
The destroyer, the infection, the reaper.
The incarnation of my viciousness, my greed, my sociopathy.
My hatred.

Azurgryf.
The empath, the pitiable, the forlorn.
The emodiment of my sadness, my melancholy, my sorrow.
My grief.




There is one more.

The Patriarch.
He speaks not in words, but in ideas and concepts.
He is the incarnation of the memory of my father.

Litany Of The Thunderhawk

FEAR is amorphous.

FEAR is a tool.

FEAR is a weapon.

FEAR is both evil and good.

Yet FEAR is neither.

FEAR cannot be defined.

FEAR IS FEAR.

FEAR is a concept beyond our comprehension.

I think Frank Herbert said it best...   
    ..."Fear is the mind-killer.
    Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration."...

Death is only powerful when someone FEARS it.

I have heard that the man who fears nothing is either an arrogant fool or one with nothing to lose.

We are surrounded by arrogant fools who have never known true fear and individuals who have everything to lose yet refuse to see it.

I am not like them.

I am not like you.

I am myself.

Guess what?

I am not a fool.

Nor am I arrogant.

I have everything to lose.

But...

To fear is to run away from danger.

To fear is to refuse to go beyond what you know into the unknown

To FEAR is to not know God.

I fear nothing.

I have made my peace with my God.

Fear Incarnate

Many have asked.
Few can say.
The time is passed.
Gone is the day.
Now I will tell you.
How you will know me.
I am many things.

Who am I?

I am the watcher in the window.

I am the wind in the branches.

I am the howling wolf.

I am the chill running down your spine.

I am the thing that goes bump in the night.

I am the shadow that follows you home.

I am the darkness.

I am the unknown.

I AM FEAR.

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